Looking for the answers but they aren’t there.
Replaying the decisions I’ve made.
My mind going round and round.
If only I was stronger.
If only I could just ignore the hurt that I felt.
If only I could change me.
Looking for answers but they aren’t there.
Will they ever be there?
Am I being punished?
Am I paying the consequences?
Am I simply living out what is meant for me?
Because I am not who you want me to be?
Looking for the answers that may never be there.